The Siao One's Stuffings

Ramblings of the original Siao-ster ^-^

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I am God's work ... but I am still not completed yet ^-^

Friday, May 20, 2005

Getting back my wings - The smell of freedom

A man does not seek his luck, luck seeks its man.
A man is not honest simply because he never had a chance to steal.
A man may well bring a horse to the water, but he cannot make him drink.
A man should live if only to satisfy his curiosity.

I was never gone.
Just here and yet not around.
Exams mah?
What to do?
Have to abnegate mah~
Missed me?

It’s been so long since I last put in an entry… you would think that I would be bursting to write. I have had that itch to type out my thoughts on certain matters during the period of abnegation but ….abnegation requires that I do more than just study… it is a ‘way’… as such, I have forgotten some of the things that ran through my head. Most of my memory space has been taken up by my modules anyway… so can’t really blame me right? Add the extra factor of my bad memory … you do the math… anyway…I am back. ^-^

Today’s date is 20052005.
Ain’t that cool?!

Come and gone the exams have.
Go on… ask me how I feel… I dare you…
-migumi laughter-

It seems that I am going to be busier after my exams than I was before the expo excursions started…haha …not that I am complaining… it is going to be fun to think about other things than IS curves moving and being alienated by the CDs that I buy… haha… the higher/bigger the multiplier the fratter the IS curve… what you see is what you get… AD is the son of IS and LM… buy local, local is best… ang kong kia, si lang kia… holistic… Porter’s 5 force model... Maslow’s hierarchy of needs… Hertzberg’s 2 factor theory… rational economic man… complex man…
-runs mad around the house-
Oh well…. I guess that is part of walking on the dark side… yes?

I am glad God has brought me through this period. He has blessed me with great friends who have been able to help me with my revision and queries. Keeping me on my toes and doing their best to calm me down when I go into my periodic spin cycles of panic and madness.
THANKS GUYS!!!! :D
-great big giant humongous hugs-

I have to set aside some time to write out my full list of things I wish to accomplish during my break away from school. One thing is for sure… a lot of money is going to fly out of my poor wallet… darn… might even have to get another part time job to pay for my playing… but if I get another job that would mean that I will not have as much time to hang out with my peeps… sian diao xia~ Opportunity costs all over again… someone re-plot my utility curve for me please?
-runs mad around the house again-
Whatever the out come, I just hope that I get to spend time with all you guys… if our schedules permit… bureaucracy at work … X.Xlll
OK…need to get all the stuff out of my system…or at least put them into cold storage for now… still have to use the knowledge for my next academic year… the next units are going to be interesting and, from what I have heard, rough.
Aiya~
Can do it one lah~
Bring it on babeh! :p

I was reminded once again that emotional wounds do not really heal… they reopen and cut every time they come to mind. Personally, it has been a very tough struggle to keep the pain at bay. But some times, a good cry is important to remain sane. The Bible says to forgive and forget, but God never said that life was going to be easy. Good thing I have a bad memory… Hahaha…laughing is a good way to stay happy right?
-falls deep into thought-

Let’s back track for a while…what took place during the exam period:
Tom was crowned sole survivor. *yah!*
Missed out on many training sessions. *sob!*
Bo and Carrie are now in the finals. *yah for Bo! My theory has a 50-50 chance of being spot on…heehee…*
Inuyasha is back on Arts Central along with the anime Shaman King *Inuyasha is so handsome! –migumi laughter-*
-rubs head-
I can’t seem to remember anything else… oh gosh~

What I do remember is that after the paper today, Yang Mui, Diana and I trooped to Changi Airport to eat Sakae sushi. Spent a bomb but it was worth it. I don want to go to the Heartland Mall outlet anymore… it can’t compare to the one at Changi Airport. ;p
Can’t wait to sink my teeth into Japanese food again…buah hahahaha…

All you Star Wars fans out there, check out this blogsite.
http://masterjediyoda.blogspot.com
In the house Yoda is! ^-^

I just might pick up the album because of this particular song... the question is whether I can get my hands on the album coz its already been out for so long... XP

New Radicals - Someday We'll Know

90 miles outside chicago
Can’t stop driving
I don’t know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You’re still on my mind
Whatever happened to emilia earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you
Does anybody know the way to atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I’m speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday we’ll know
Why samson loved delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren’t you here with me?
(chorus)
Someday we’ll know
Why sampson loved delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you
Postscript: seeing you in february was great
Cliches eventually all come true
Time heals all wounds
I went to get us our 9th drink
And you ran out the door with another guy
I woke up on the floor with my shoes on
A smile on my face and I didn’t even care

BSB making a comeback …. Figures that they would let out their single during my examination period… distract me from my notes only… but it is a nice song… anyone have the piano scores for the song? I want!

Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Shout out to: Parveen
HEY SUGAR BABE!!!!!
I AM FREE!!!!!
CHOOP YOU!!!!
CHOOP ME!!!!
CHOOP YOU!!!!
CHOOP ME!!!!
-migumi laughter-

Hey Siya!
When you wanna go out?
Mah jong?
Gym?
Mah jong?
Movie?
Mah jong?
Cycling?
Mah jong?
-hysterical laughter-
:D

Kimi!
When you going to be free?
Japanese food ah!
How about K box?
Heehee~

Jet ah!
Study hard!
Jia you!!!!
Two down two more to go!!!!
Make Genting worth it man! :)

Time out!
My television and my books are calling me… that’s all for now…
^-^

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